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Velveteen

by Peter Horst

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soundsofmaine This is an excellent debut EP from a very talented songwriter. The arrangements are full and lush, complemented by Peter's ornate piano lines.
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1.
When we are old, I will sit in the love seat and you in the rocking chair, warm in the sun. We’ll read Great Expectations, you’ll crinkle your nose at me, peering around the book’s binding to look in my eyes. We’ll quietly walk down familiar paths, following the footsteps that walked here before. I’ll repeat old clichés about how old bones ache but you’ll know that I’m really just searching for something to say. And I’ll always be at home with you. Yes, I know I’ll be at home with you. My eyes will grow moist when I look at the grandkids, remembering all the pain they will face, but you’ll smile as you pull all three children in close and you’ll tell them a story, how birch trees outlasted the war. And I’ll always be at home with you. Yes, I know I’ll be at home with you. Sometimes you worry, what if things change? I say that our love, dear, it won’t stay the same. The sunflower’s face keeps on tilting to follow the light and at night I am safe cause I know that I’ll always be at home with you. Yes, I know I’ll be at home with you. And I’ll always be in love you with. You I know I’ll be at home with you.
2.
She’s curled in her chair at the corner desk Pen over paper The cat tickles her cheek with a curious nose The warmth from the tea in her hands Is channeled through fingers Borne into verse Steeped in rhythm And meter And metaphor Don’t speak now Don’t speak Only listen Pen over paper
3.
We wave goodbye. They sing us the old song as we depart, holding our memories in our hands. We turn and take one final longing look at all we’ll never touch again, then set our footsteps firmly east to find some far and unknown land. We don’t know our destination but the path ahead is clear, we will survive. The journey’s long and tempers are short. Our souls are tired, but our wills are strong. We board a train, a boat, an airplane, or we grab our bags and walk. We face many walls before us but we will not be dismayed. We are fleeing mortal danger so the path ahead is clear, we will survive. The sun drops down in a brand-new sky, and we drop our bags in houses we don’t recognize. We lie unsleeping in our beds with foreign sheets and borrowed slippers. We wake in strange square bedrooms and go out in search of faces. We only find unseeing eyes but the path ahead is clear, we will survive.
4.
I could paint a masterpiece with the colors of your faults. Every error you’ve ever made mosaiced into likenesses of willow and forsythia. Your darkest secrets flowered. Your drabbest moments decorated by golden braids of daffodils. If I were an artisan I could turn your failures into beauty. I could convert your convoluted scars into a simple path to bring you home. I could perform a symphony with the rhythms of your fears, every terror, broken sweat, beat of siren timpanis and shout of sudden cymbals. Your costly nightmares sung. Your trepidations bowed by cellos in secret lyrical melodies. If I were an artisan I could turn your failures into beauty. I could convert your convoluted scars into a simple path to bring you home. But I’m not an artisan, can't find the perfect hue. I can’t shape a melody to tune your every moment to the notes that I have chosen. So, I’ll put my metaphors down and unburdened watch as you show the whole world what colors you are and we’ll have to admit that un- covered you really are glorious. If I were an artisan I could turn my eyes to see your beauty. I could accept your convoluted scars and join you on the path toward home.
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Velveteen 03:54
What does this life mean when you’re all alone, knocking on doors, and no one’s home? What does this life mean when you’re in a crowd and nobody knows your name? Nobody knows you’re afraid. And you feel so forsaken, hear these words: You are loved. What is this life worth when all you make are bad decisions and more mistakes? What is this life worth when all you’ve done burns down to ashes and now it’s gone? Burns down to ashes, now it’s gone. And you feel so forsaken, hear these words: You are loved. You may feel ragged and worn but love, I’ll make you real.

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released November 14, 2019

Peter Horst – Piano and Vocals
All songs written by Peter Horst, string arrangements by Maura Blanchard
Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Tyler Blanchard

Thanks to mom and dad for years of lessons,
to GoodKat Productions for making it happen,
and to Angelina, the songs are always for you

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